May mY WisHEs cOMe TRUE!!!

Tired

2010-12-10T10:56:00.000-08:00

Yeah. Had reached with my da Jie . Time check, 1.56am hut over here is an hr later. So my MIA bf mus be sleeping soundly. 30 more minutes , I will wake my da Jie up:)den we shall go for second round shopping. wooooo !!! Bought Christmas present lohh. So hard!! Lol!! Waiting for mr q to exchange Christmas present with me because .... Argg. Lol!!!! I think tml I will dropped dead. Not feeling well. Throat pain. Hope it will be ok because food here is a must. K. Shall update next time.
Good night everyone..

2010-12-08T10:22:00.001-08:00

Yeah. Someone bought the new design shoe;) because I hate drawing same design o vEr and over again. Hope new design will be a hot seller!! Haha. :) . Going oversea with Sis :) so this weekend I can't meet hong . Feeling kind of sad. But is ok la.
Went for lesson at night. I dunno why, I hate feeling stupid. Afterall, is jus the harmonic and minor thingy made ne super confuse. Hais. Seem like my dream is getting further. When can I complete till grade8. Hm, maybe I need a fierce teacher. Perhaps. Okay. I shall share here about my past tuition teacher.
In the past, I had numerous of tuition teacher who came den made a complain to my mum and go. The only 2 person that stay over 10 is one very experience old man and a quite handsome policeman tuition teacher. Lol. Of course, I was about primary 3. My mind is all about play and I had a super talent which is cry. Females teacher are the best. I will help them tie plaids and I think they are rather afraid and made a complain telling my mum that DUN WASTE MONEY ON TUITION. lol.
Some, I will cry from the start if lesson till the end of lesson. That what I am, playful and ended myself with bad result. But is okay . Present is much more consent than past, right?
Looking through those old photograph, not only I felt sad yet very very sad. Didn't know, my dad n mum was super yan dao n super chio but why am I super. . Z z z Hais. How I wish I'm tall n slim like my mum in the past. Lol. Jus random la. Because I dunno what else can fill this emptiness .
Yes. My mum birthday is today :) glad that I have the most lovey mum who care n work hard just for us. Thanks mum.
Just that things wasn't that miracle.
Wow, my English really getting weaker and weaker . I think perhaps I should start to drink more n speak more already. Okay, dunno what else to say but this.......
Happy pop everyone!! That include hong!!! :) yeahhhhh love u .

2010-12-05T11:09:00.000-08:00

Gone. My laptop is down. Omg. I think laptop nowsaday Max can use till 3 year. After that, troubles came and made u confuse whether to get a new one or repair it. Currently update using iPhone. Connnectiob wise, very slow. And I dunno why am I able to access Internet sometimes yet I fun have any wireless at home nor any public wireless. But I'm not using any 3 G wireless. I seriously dunno. Lol. But . Is super weird. I can't go to face book any more. I can't do what I used to post up tons of photo up! Oh no! Weiling's bd photo all with me. Great! Hong having 1 week break very soon! Omg! Same as my frien . All of them going to pop very soon by this coming week! Yes! ;)
Can't use fb even when I able to blog here. Dun ask me why because I really do not know why the profile page remain like the same for years even though I refresh it or re login, every thing jus remain the same. So, please SMS me instead k? :)
K, had dinner buffer at 8 plus on Friday:) and hong bought me e e e e e e wii game. That was quite crazy!! Because it cost a bomb. I knew I had a good bf . thanks baby :) hey, I bought ps 3 game for him too!! Hahahha !! Monday blue. But is ok. :) that only when hard work n money came it so it super worth. Mummy bd coming/: dunno what should I get. Shd I get an oven since the old oven had dead and cause black out . Then, I'm Able to bake again. Bought many thing during my bd. Like royal icing, white choco , flour, edible pen marker,etc all haven even used. How?? Hmmmm.. Present?? Went nex with dad n hong. Settle out lunch at paradise inn?? It yummy but ex and portion super little. Hais
As mention above, hong having 1 week break . He actually ask whether want go oversea with him. Such a cute boy. He even said he saw it on new paper having promoting going for hong kong Disney land. But I told him., hk dl very small n kiddy. :( den he said want bring me to bkk. I want! But I know I can't. Hais. Hong so sick. Poor thing. He went to beach Ed to get gloves n etc for his out field thingy as they were ask to buy..... In the end, he saidddddd he left it at home...... Sad. Feel like bringing over for him. Can I?? I dun mind but .. Hong haven reply my msg.. N .. Hais. I'm a bad gf. Read his army journey and it was very sad knowing that army days are very tiring and yet he never give up:)
Ok, from tonight on wards, I will be a good daughter, gf , sister, friend, enermy . I try :)

Baby, thanks for everything.
I will wait for u:)))

Extra time for weekend please

2010-12-02T12:04:00.000-08:00

Did u ever had your first 10km run?
I had mine in year, Middle of september. I went with hong's cousin , hong's cousin dog and hong. Lol. Lucky me, the weather was perfectly fine for me. Although it started with slight drizzle but it stop after some times. Starting was ok. When I was told that I had run 2.4 I'm non stop, was super unbelievable . Because I never once ran non stop for 2.4 km. Maybe because we started slow that why I had more energy save. We started out from Mac at Ecp. Until a point when I reach bedok jetty, I became restless. Started to slow down. They encourage me not to stop. I tried. And manage to run few km more. And I rested for a drink like 1 min. And we ran again. My mind keep pester me to stop but how can I when his cousin willing to run with us. Some more with hesky. :( and we run back to Mac . Really tough. But glad is over. : D I went really breathless like can't breathe and even tears came rolling down my burning cheek.
That's my first till now i never run any more 10. Lol. Ok. Below is the photo his cousin help us to time:) this time, hong invited me to 21 km run. Lol think of it, I felt abut scare because I hate to be the burden there. 21km leh. This event is next year may. Still long ... I think I will roll toward the end point unstead.
Ok, change of topic. Yes, in few hr , hong will be out!! This time I'm going yishun to pick him n we will be having buffet dinner!!! :) this buffer dinner was actually agree many months ago but we just don't have enough time for each other. It just so sian to have a army bf. But since I have him, I will wait for him.
But sometimes, when u really need some one like accompany you to job interview or like going some weird place , or when I need a shoulder , you always hope he could be there.
Th!is sat will be celebrating wei ling bd:) many Dec babies like Weiling , mummy, hj, boon Seng, Kelly, jac, teresa , ling li, Dominic, etc.
And her theme will be .... Pyjamas :)) haha
See, soon will be Sunday again:(
I jus hope I could have some more te for weekend.

2010-11-30T22:24:00.000-08:00

So long never updates. Nowadays was rather confuse about my future. Violet dear accompany me to sim to clear some of my doubts. Thanks dear :) rather confuse. Hate making decision because I can't make up my mind . But, I'm happy that I still got some time to think la. Although I thought for almost a year . Hais. Yesterday was kind of bad. But nvm, it over and I had book my driving ftt test . I thought I still can drive using my dad car on chinese new year but . Z z z my ftt Is so late thAt I think at least half a year needed. But nvm la:) dun need to rush .
Now, I'm actually update from my iPhone. :) not showing off but I think is super convient. Maybe because I got nothing inside my phone expect connection. No games at all. Can anyone help? Because I do not know why I can't download the i tune.
That's all
I miss hong

yeah! thurs is coming!!!

2010-09-08T12:46:00.000-07:00

great.
went to job interview 2 hr earlier.
had mac lunch alone. den headed to find the place lor...
lost! but happpy to saw my primary sch frien, yong xiang and his frien who also jus nice going to the same place. hehehe.
interview was a success one.
immediate confirm.
lol!
she thought I am from malaysia because i put PR in my resume.
I told u , I'm blur.
and... that the resume I used for my RWP lesson. lol.
mean, my teacher also never notice this mistake. HEHEHE.
and before she ask me anything else, stupidly, i asked her, so i got to wait for your phone call for confirmation right.
den she answer me : u are in , unless u reject. LOL!
so cool!
first time , so fast!
but had been doubting over it.
pay low but will increase a month later.
and mus work probation period.
Is time to grow up!
Is time to yang myself.
Is time to save up !
very broke.
instead, im looking forward to it. because...
the job is like customer service. nth much actually. Just give form and stuff!
=) one month faster finish so that i can get higher pay! yeah!
but one thing i worried is that it clashed with my piano lesson. i hope that the timing can be change. got to call them and ask tml . PLEASE!!!!
and..
3.30am now, if u get to hear a scream , that me. I was freaked out by a lizard so INFRONT of me.
I will do anything for that smile!
=)

Troubles.

2010-09-05T21:53:00.001-07:00

need money.
need work.
i need to start working on now.
Things to do:
* qmor's card
* hong's card
*Print out photos.
2 weeks. No more delay! Today dun have piano lesson. Want to change timing. Hope got slot!
I hope shilin able to give me a hope for a job.
I hope..........................................................
money drop from sky.
i felt that i have been a bad gf.
hong bd coming...
yet we spent money on movie games food....
2 weeks...
i must open my own POSB account.
=( i felt so bad.
hais. poor boy.
Oh ya. I still got 200 + for shoes earning. I just hope he is happy =)
But that not enough.
so much trouble. so much thinking.
STOP THINKING AND MOVE ON , TING!
i want to study but i dunno wad/how/when/at where/course /local/interest/......................
ask ard but came back to oneself.....
so friends, if there any job for full time, tell me.
Be it be childcare teacher/baker/admin/..... i will take it.
*dun think hong able to read this post, so is alright.
Somethings happen, seriously happen which really made me tears.
Somethings that i cant forgive her.
somethings that i cant ...
give me time.................... so much trouble.
I hope u had learned ur lesson.

DISCOUNT!

2010-08-30T22:01:00.000-07:00

People, try this ! Dun alway eat tomato sauce! This brand is nice! This is the first time that i tried using this sauce ! outcome is seriously unbelievable. Is alot alot better than normal tomato paste! This is bacon sauce + egg. =)
Saw this promotion 2 in a pack in a price of 6 plus.. jus nice. I'm going to cook for many person share!
hmm..
shd i cook it together or different day?
is like 10 people.
hmm...
yesterday time past very fast! maybe because i reached bugis at 3pm. so instead of 10 hr work, i only work for... 7 hr! wee~!!!
Today 8.5 hr more!!! =) I CAN MAKE IT!
YEAH!
some post before, i mention hong wanted to give me surprise. However, i dunno why i keep on forgetting to mention it.
so here it is.
He accompany me the whole sat at shop, and he bring me to a place at beach rd. And, it was quite dangerous if u are walking alone there because it was quite dark. BuT, to my surprise , the scenry is much more beautiful than at ECP at night. It is like u are surounded by the whole sea!
den i asked hong " what if the person accidentally falls into the river, than he mention , he will die lor because if u want to swim back to shore, u got to uturn and swim......
And.... HONG GAVE ME A RING! relax, is not wedding ring / purpose ring . Just a tinklebell ring!!!!!!!! so pretty! He say he got it for me super long but dun have time to give me. Hm, that is on 8 August till end of August like that den he give.
ok, that all for today!!!!!!!!!
Today is TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jus 2 more day!!! Hong will be out
faster come to cloud! more more sale because stock coming in !!
Also means more discount!!!!!

hais. what a joke!

2010-08-30T01:07:00.000-07:00

hello!
sorry for ... jus posting a pic in the previous post. Because was busy until forget!
That was what i pack for my da jie to shop. It was cooked by me. hm, delicious is all i can describe. And, most importantly, it so easy to cook.
Went for lesson as usual. OMG. They having school holiday on MONDAY next week again! shall not take monday lesson arh! so many holiday falls on monday!
Went to Ps earlier than expect. Shop for an hr plus before lesson start. Went look ard for cards and papers and decos stuff. Spent so muchhhhhhhhh...
Was moody nowadays.
hais.
all i can say is.............. we dun expect to have this kind of shit n miserable life. Maybe i shd cheer up a little.
That night, i cant even believe my ear for what it sang in.
Dun expect me to respect you when u dun even have normal respect for others.
"Singing song" to you make me demoralised myself.
what a laugh!
hais.
and a little thing that u fork out doesnt mean anything for them.
I shd go ahead with what is best for me and being pull down
because they dun even care what for u want to care!
for now,
jus come down to bugis; cloud.
I will give u lots lots of discount today! =)

love

2010-08-28T00:35:00.000-07:00

;) delicious! I see le also feel like eating. damn easy to cook la. =D

Ting, u sux!

2010-08-26T23:24:00.000-07:00

hais. today is friday.Hong suppose to book out today. sad.
nvm. Since my sister going out of station again, guess i will be the one that helps out in the shop for tml till wed. Till the day i had rest which is thurs hong will be back.
Actually , time pass super fast leh. Maybe because i was at the shop for 2 days. That why.
great. someone order her shoe again and i push from collection on wed till sat. That's very bad. Because i dun really like to draw repeated pattern for numberous times- sailor design.
I dun really know what i really wants.
great. Mandy called up this morning and scolded me. Speaking in loud voice maybe because my volume is loudest. LOL! so i made it lower. By time, she say she want to scold jinfu and will call back later. hehehe.
So, end up , none of us working. Zhi say is not worth it. hm, think about it.... ya. but i in need to get present for hong. Slacking for 7 months really is a terrible thing. Now that i can go find job, ting , u better get ur ass and find a job!
Qi say the register for the course is about may!
account ? teacher? i left out baker ( because i shall left it for next time)
hais. Think i will go for account! Although i know, i cant make it. But , i will try.
I just scare of doing new things , u see.
got to get myself to draw that shoe and headed to NTUC to buy igrediant ..... and headed down shop and had dinner with friends later on. =)

Bad Tues!

2010-08-24T05:57:00.001-07:00

Great! i some how forget that i own a blog.
sorry for the lacks of updates. Been busy at shop for 2 days.Hm, wen came and visit me with his cousin. He going army soon, 2 more days! ha! jiayou!
anyway, i cooked fried rice on friday! hm, as mention i was not feeling well. Had stomach ach after eating. Seems like food poison because i keep on vomiting. But, others are still well.
So, i over cook and left alot. And thrown alot away because cant finish. heheheh. and... I wanted to make bake rice instead. But the long time never used oven say NO and the house was black out! So, only fried rice. =)
Never took photo leh.
forget. Sat, tim birthday party. Parted with them in the evening and went......... to eat EMPIRE STATE BURGER! omg can! is like.. so BIG. and i cant finish 1/4 of it but hong ate the rest 3/4 . The burger is actually made for 4 pax. LOL! YEAH! gonna eat again next next week end!
Hong cant come out this week because he got outfield camp test this weekend. So, he able to book out on thurs . But booking in on friday because he got lesson at science centre. By then, i will be busy with my work. Oh ya, i working with fu only. Piang n da last minutes cannot make it lor. Dunno about my sis. ask her later. Hope she get in too. =) so ....
there will be no time for me n hong until next next next week end. sad. ok, i checked. 11 of sept! and hong birthday party clashed with qmor. hm.... how leh?
omg!!!!!!!!!!!
is 9 pm already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9.16pm to be exact!!!!!!!!!!!
that all for today! got to call him!
I killed so many house fly in shop today !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bad crowd!

I LOVE MY MUM!

2010-08-18T12:03:00.000-07:00

hello, am back.
as i said....
I had been sleep from monday late evening to.... wed afternoon.
Monday-> I woke up with acute headach. And, the world is spinning... and i know that... sth is not right. so painnn. Weida called and said that Mandy wanted interview us. So, we tagged along. Before that i went to piano lesson. was super late because i overslept. woke up at 1.20pm whereby lesson start at 1.45pm. Reached at 2pm. And.... felt so so so so so so cold!!!! I will always go spotlight after lesson. This time, i went too. But, i walked till the candle part, i walked out. Because i was shievering like no body cares. So, headed to jurong east with this condition. lucky got seat. I slept the way through. And interview was alright la. Nvm la. =) hm. stupid fu n piang keep disturbing me like what sia. on the way back, i really really wanted to take a cab back instead of long train journey. No seat at first . And they keep on talking to me. I told them am tired yet they purposely. Stupid piang still hit me on my shoulder to prevent me from sleeping. -_- now i am alright... *BECAREFUL! lol!
reach home, i slept till night. My mum and sis came back with porriage. My sis closed shop because very little people. And, had a quick dinner and went back to sleep. sleep till tues afternoon. Time really past fast when sleeping!=) love my mum. she boiled soup/ tea/ cook porriage/cooked dishes/ buy porriage/ wake me for med/ ... alot alot that i really appreciated. She even ask me wake up go toilet pee. LOL! i very guai one. I jus do what she said..
yeah.. now that I am better but still having sore throat , flu, cough.. I will be planning to cook dinner on friday! hehehe. mus plan what to cook , what to buy. wanted to make breakfast tml but no plain bread. Want to make sandwiches for her to bring to work. =) maybe next time. =))
Great! I shd be back on baking side. I almost lost touch on baking.
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so .. I shall go popular and get paint. Is running low.. =) and look for books on nice food. hehehe.
yummy food for my mum! Den , i will take photo to prove u that i didnt say only but action is done! hehehehehehe. =)
Thanks mummy! I LOVE U!
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Thanks everyone that concern . Im alright.
soon, i will eat lots heaty thing again.
hong say he will bring me go somewhere this sat. dunno where leh. .........
ehehehhehehe
yeah! SURPRISE!
kiss
nights

disgust.

2010-08-15T10:34:00.000-07:00

sunday was bad. Sales at first is dead. Slowly catch up and was not really bad.
but stress till cry.
I know is like over react. But i done something really bad. =(
I dun understand why....
hong book in early in the afternoon, i was left alone in the shop.
coughing non-stop.
having fever now.
Will be sleeping in few minutes.
I do not know what / how to do.
hong cant used his phone to call/sms me every night any more.
he had his field camp training and..
no one is going listen to my nags.
well, he recorded his voice and pass me his MP3.
so sweet hor...
This is the second time i never send him 'home'
I got to work..........
I realised.. We really spent little time together.
he came out on friday night.
I had to help out on sat. Althought he accompanied me the whole day... i'm still happy la. But we cant go play aracade / watch movies. Fun is not there.
But he bought FOOD for me n my da jie. Because it was so so so so so busy that I cant go n buy dinner.
so, this is how i fall sick.
Friday-> Huge KIO drink after work
Sat-> Subway+ TrioQ + Huge KIO + 1 plain prata + 1 egg prata + 1 very spicy mee gorenge + 1 roti john! hahah. of course the mee gorenge , roti john is share among hong n his cousin.
So, now coughing coughing.. like.....
and I just check my temperature, 38.2
didnt know as always.
until i know that i felt sleepy than normal.
Great, tml got lesson and.... * mus remember bring water.
tml got to look after shop...
i think i really need a good rest.
I afraid that i will cry to sleep when i hear hong's voice. ehehehe. but i am curious what he said in that recording. hais.
and i think today ladies are having great stomach ach. Toilet are full of lao sia smell and toilet are stained. OMG. so gosh can! dunno why human can be so disgusting. They shd at least clean it up. omg. Is not one but 2 over 5 toilet i glanced. THAT is OMG.

Tuesday Night

2010-08-10T03:57:00.000-07:00

Okay, this was taken on sunday! =) walked from parkway parade to Bedok jetty. hehe. on the way meet violet n ah hua. They are cycling. =) They help me carry drink. =)
hehe. And, we fish/ bbq/ kite flying! Very happening day, just only 3 of us.
=)

This was taken on ... Friday! heheh.
whereby, zhi n I wanted to jog at first n shiwei sis want to roller blade. In the end........
I wore my sport shoes and..... zhi want cycle. And all of us cycle. hehehe. We meeting again for roller blade. lol!!!

Zhi tickle me. !

She point to my Nei nei. I tied her hair with flower N shiwei sis was posting with the flower. =)

Hehe, Only us! =)

And, we went to eat kunshinbo with only shiwei sis n me. =)

Thanks for the treat.! will treat u back when i get my very very first pay! heheheh

Our's =)

SUper yummy. heheh. we ate from 5.35 to 9 plus pm. LOL!. now they got baby lobster loh.. And the crab claw. Which is super delicious but hard to open the shell. Love it.!

Yummy

At first , we saw people drinking tea. so we went to get this. Instead when shiwei sis open up the cover, was very shock to see prawns inside. hahah

Lastly, HAPPY NAITONAL DAY!

great! my da jie called the person for me liao!!

* overjoy

hehehe... and i had post alot photos at facebook.

Be it Kunshinbo , Cycling with shiwei sis n zhi, sianqin's bd, fishing/bbq/kite flying

But the time still tickler slowly.

And, i was so afraid to fall asleep last night.

because u know, is the 7th month of the year. And mum/ friends said that the newspaper mention that this year will be more firece. LOLx.

scare the hell out of me.

hm, shall draw the shoe tonight.

GREAT

2010-08-09T09:48:00.000-07:00

oh man. I couldnt find my cable. Cant upload photos. got lots of photos to upload.....
great.
helping my da jie to open shop tml because she helping me to call my supplier. LOL!
we made a deal!
I really dun dare to call her again.
I told u , i got thin skin! hahahhaha
I got no choice but to order from her the shoes again.
currently, got 5 orders.
Not yet done arfah shoe. hais. so sorry man..
shall complete this week.
shd i order black shoe???
great. so sick.
tml not bringing my com. Shall let it at home and bring shoes to draw. ehheh
nnnnnn......
the ehm ehm 's door open and..... my mum said that this year will be more firece wrote in the new paper. And was very afraid now because I was alone in the roommmmmm....
shall sleep early today and woke up tml morning please.

so much to say....

2010-08-05T11:58:00.000-07:00

Time for bed time stories.
Read 2 chapters .
From young till teenage , she was sexually abuse and this was taught by her dad that this is how to communicate with guys. So she went around to firlt until she met this guy called joe.
They fell in love but she cant trusted him fully.. And, she got preg. Her family dislike joe and asked her choose between two. So, she broke up with him and got back home to stay. While joe went oversea to further on his university. Until the day she delivered to Molly, a baby girl. And troubles stirred up again and she broke up with him . This time she start a new relationship with a guy called peter who is a drinker. Blahh... and she got preg again. This time, she had abortion. And went back to joe. and blahhh... they got married . Although she still have the sickness in her, she still trying to hide her fear within her. Her dad called up to her one day to tell her the truth that he did abuse her and wanted her to move on as he know that she was struggling hard with getting on her life. But she couldn't believe that and ask her dad why did he did that and he simply replied that he love her too much. -_-
and..... i stopped reading because i'm tired. hehehe
shall update about today dating. hehehe
went shop to help out dajie. Was very DUNNO WHAT TO SAY when we saw. hais. Den, helped her iron with her new stuff. Den shiwei sis came. ops. Let her wait for me at leas got 30 min i think. After that we shopped ard. Both of us both ear ring and sis bought head band<- super chio. Next, we got our national day Tinkerbell shirt. heheheh. And, sis sayyyyy..
after buffet, let eat YUMMI yogurt because it help to digest properly....LOL! she finding excuses because she love to eat YUMMI yogurt. LOL! so, before buffet we had ice cream. LOL!. headed towards ms and we lost our way. hahahah. Reach there earlier by 2 min.First customer to reach. so we ate from 530pm to 9 plus pm. LOL! actually , we got stuck at 7 pm. LOL! but it digest and we ate again. LOL! =) went to fountain and went home next. Reach home super fast. Also dunno why sia. =)
enjoy our sister outing.
tomorrow going outing with us + zhi. heheheheh
we going jogging, cycling.
so fun.
wait till dear finish their bridging exam den we all go out again! heheh...
so many outing this week. But i feel sad when my sis need my help and i was not there to help. sorry sis. But she say everything is alright. I shall help u next time ok. Hm,
must enjoy this week end because next week end need to help out at shop.

yummy ~ kushinbo!!

2010-08-04T10:25:00.000-07:00

ok, as promised, i shall tell u some bed time stories.. yawns.
This story is actually saying that between the ages of 6 to 8 years, she was sexually abused by her father. Being loyal to her family to keep it intact, the abuse became to their little sercet. When she tried to cried out for help, she was encourage to retract her allegations and branded a lier. At home, she had alot of rules and regulation.
- Not being able to touch anything in the house.
-Not being able to choose her own clothes
- Having to run naked to the shower in her mum's room.
- Not being allowed friends over
-Not being able to get a drink or something to eat.
-Not being allowed to sit on furniture.
- Not being allowed home until eleven o'clock at night
- Having to have all her hands, face and feet washed before entering the house
- Not being allowed to touch her school bag until it cleaned
-Need permission to ask to use the toilet.
-Not able to bath
- Not able to touch her drawers and wardrobes in her room
* tell me how u feel if u are her.
I do not know if I am still able to see the further if i am her.
and when she seek for help, times after times, she lied because she dun wan her dad to be put to jail. And soon, abuse starts again and again.
That about that. Shall further on reading to tell u the details. Tml going to help out da jie at shop den meeting shiwei sis. so excited. hehehe. kushinbo here we come!!!!!!

speechless.

2010-08-03T22:30:00.001-07:00

wanted to share with u the storries that i had been reading. But i cant concentrate while i type , think while looking out for customer. So, tonight then i update u about it. hahahha.
hm, today is wed.
Went to look for the shirt i mention. Woo. Got size. But...... maybe will buy it tomorrow with shiwei sis.heheh.
Woke up late today morning. When i first glance at the clock is already 7am. Shocked. Went over to look for her . Lucky she had already went to school.
U know what,
yesterday got this customer.
And, her frien tried a demin dress( my sis's design) and her frien love it alot.
Then she ask can she fit in.
The cutting is small. I told her it will be super tight for her.
She is bigger size than me. Ok, hm, i guess is 80 kg.
And the dress is mend for 40 + and below.
THEN, she say she want to try...............................................
i dunno how to reject........
so i let her try.........
THE CLOTH STRETCH TO THE MAX.........
and she say she want to remove it the stretchy part so that she has more space for her BREAST..
-__________-
den, she wanted a new piece.
OF COURSE, i tell her i only left 2 piece which is the mannequin wearing and the piece she holding. She told me the zip there is spoil......
i suspect she made spoil. Because her frien try earlier on necer complain about that. Instead she ask ... why spoil? if spoil how? she seems so so so so worried. Then, the fat frien want to see the mannequin piece. OF COURSE, i try to find excuses but she really wanted to see.. i got no choice... den i bring it down... den SHE SAY SHE WANT TO TRY BOTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -___-!!!!!
and came out saying " I DUN THINK I BUYING, IS TOO SMALL FOR ME"
angry and speechless , what to do with the dress??? the spoil dress...............
in the end, lucky, the frien said " buy lor, look nice ma" and she bought the dress using discount.
of course she took the better piece one la. what the right.
TIME TO LEARN HOW TO REJECT PEOPLE AND TELL THEM THAT THEY ARE TOO FAT TO FIT IN THE CLOTH BEFORE MORE AND MORE CLOTHES SPOIL.
argh.
but, let dun affect my mood today.
Is going to be a good good day....
CLOUD , HUAT ARH

I'm bored

2010-08-03T00:11:00.000-07:00

ah hua being bully. hahaha

Love this picture! we look so happy! ;)

This the bumper car i mention in previous post. Cool!

This book is nice. Very sad N emotional. I do not know what I am going to do if I am her. read about 50% of it. Shall tell you the story when i finish it.

forget to bring back my piano book from shop. Today got to bring it back. so heavy because today i bring along my laptop instead of my mum's.

so tired......

Opposite sales like getting better.
Last few days i think their shop really cannot make it. but today can see that is getting better. Maybe got more stuff le.

Hong yesterday sound so sad when he called me. He said he very sian. He sound sick.

He said he just want to finish army faster.=___=

I just hope now is .... 10pm. So that i can close the shop, sweep the floor, go home and sleep.

This week hong coming out on saturday instead.
Attending sianqin's 21st this sat. But i dunno who to go with leh. =(

Every week end will be so busy.

Next after this is mabel.

Next after mabel i think is p's.

oh ya, TING PLEASE BOOK DENTAL CHECK UP FOR HONG.

AND PEOPLE,

PLEASE COME TO CLOUD.

HAVING SALE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! by me. hahahah.

so COME !!!

What a tiring monday morning!

2010-08-02T01:11:00.002-07:00

omg. Haven crack any eggs!!!!!!
stress
relax!!!
argh.
So tiring.
Ytd slept at 4am. After that woke up at 6am to wake her for school. After that at 8am , send her to tuition. After that at 10am, send her back with lunch. At 11.15am, Send her to school bus. So, very busy N tiring. god.
I was like sleeping n walking at the same time. super tired. But i slept from 11.30 to 1pm. And, rush to lesson.
Lesson at 1.45pm today. I thought I was late. I thought lesson start at 1.30pm. Rush like mad.
hm, nth much. Never sing nor play. Not enough time. Theory is hard.
-_-
cant understand what she said.
she ask me to get 2 book which will help me with theory.
*Thinking back, i think pervious teacher will be better.
Why?
* firece
* Confirm will play n teach theory on the same lesson
*Confirm will angry with me
*Confirm will call me to ask me where am I because I'm always late for lesson.
conclusion: I'm weird.
Next week no lesson because is NDP!
I think, is more on self- learning type.
facebook is giving me trouble to upload picture. Might upload tonight den.
omg. Is 4.35 pm already.
I'm feeling tired N hungry.
I ate subway n sushi.
But still hungry n tired n stress. =(

it's monday again =(

2010-08-01T07:46:00.000-07:00

okay, is sunday night again.
tlm is monday again.
=(
I bet this week is gonna pass really fast because I am looking after the shop tomorrow , the day after tomorrow and the day after after tomorrow.
aiya, monday, tues , wed.
=)
Send hong to army and saw few familiar faces like weishun and yongshun! LOL! all shun!
hm, weekend pass so fast.
Going out with shiwei sis on thurs . LOL! Wanted to go Pula Ubin. =)

* I think i shd really go find jobs and hack care everything.

* I think i shd go MIA and come back days after.

* I think i shd just.....

Hais. Maybe this is who I am . I shd accept it. =(

well, haven pratices piano . I am goin to sing later in the midnight. So please SHUT & TAPE ur window if u hear me sings!

actually, I am nervous for tomorrow lesson. =(

well, not as nervous as friend's taking exam this week! JY dears ! I know both of u can make it. Dun drop ur confident! Zip up and move on!

YEAH , national day is coming.

shiwei sis n I wanted to get the same tinklebell national day shirt. Is sellin out but i cant contact her. Shd i get it for her first? Size only left afew.

shall check it out tomorrow before i work.

*wanted to upload pic but is too slow. upload tml while i work.

seeya.

Self note

2010-07-29T23:37:00.000-07:00

Yesh! my laptop is repaired by hong's bro! thanks so much! Gonna treat him eat one day. LOL! He help me repaired twice already! Expert sia!
Well,
cloud shoe>90%
vintage cherry shoe> done
melody shoe> 80%
elephant shoe> not yet done
ah hua's guest book> not yet done
ahhua's card> not yet done.
Got to get out of the house at ..... 7pm go get decoration n stuff. Having supper later with my family. =) including hong n my sis 's bf.
hehehhehe =)
4 more hr! Ting, u can make it! lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wad to get huh?
- 25 blue balloon
- bring the whole bag (shiwei's )
-birthday banner
-ask xian remember to bring the crackers.
-guestbook
no more already right? Hope I never forget bring any stuff again!
omg... I haven print any photos yet.....
N remember bring AH HUA MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!
N ............... ????????

Love the fun =)

2010-07-29T08:36:00.000-07:00

Yeah today is THursday Night loh, but i got so much things left.
I said that I'm going to finish the cloud shoe by yesterday . I did paint the base but the colour is super different. I think I got colour blind. So , I cant use that as the base anymore. And my da jie suggest me to make a new design. alamak! how?
- vintage cherry ( 80% done)
- melody( 10% done)
-elephant(not yet start)
- cloud( redo)
-2x blue ribbon ( shall do it next week)
- arfah 's ( do it next week)
The most important is the 4 pair lor. Need to finish by tomorrow!!
k, got body ach . But worth it.
shall go again! seriously, is fun. I know i had been repeating. But , is seriously fun. I cant tell u how fun it is. But, when ever i think of it, i will laugh to myself. Because, once u drop inside the water is hard to get urself up without any help! so I suggest that if u are going, go with guy. If not, i think u better swim back to the shore and restart! lolx. Anyway, swimming in reservoir is illegal. The person actually came in speed boat and told us that we will be fine if he found us swimming in the reservoir again. LOL! before he could speed off, ian make wen drop in the reservoir again! u know, reservoir water is NOT SALTY! *haha
i know u know. Just testing you!
k la. got to do what i am suppose to do. I dun wan to burn any oil. Hope to finish by 6am. =(
night night.
sign off ay 11.48pm

Stop being lazy, ting!

2010-07-28T09:55:00.000-07:00

kaya-king is so fun ! seriously. No kid. Maybe is with the grp of friends that I went out with. Early morning with alittle drizzle, i thought they might cancel the event. After sending her to school, weather is getting better. And I reach at bedok reservoir at 12.35 pm. opss. haha. ian , wen n hao had reached. As we walked along, we updated each other. Remember there a post where I went out to celebrate wen birthday?That was the day where we ate buffet. And Ian had said that the oyster was not very fresh. So, wen ate like 5 oyster and had admitted to hospital in 2 day later. Why 2 day later? Because he control as he thought nth wrong. OMG! lolx so funny !And he spent 1K on his medical fee -_-. As usual , wen had bicycle with him anywhere any time any moment any place. -_-. When reached, we had to filled in a form. Wore lifejacket , and got the boat ready. N, 3 of us was first timer. LOL! We are so daring to take single sit. LOLx. I was first to go down the water. I know, I was afraid as the water was really DEEP! So, without any knowledge of how to roll or how to control it, i just let the wind control my direction and it landed me to the place where I can hold on to while the guys took their turn to sit in. We started chasing , splashing and..... making each other capsize. -.- wei wen had his camera in his pocket and with double ziplock bag! So took numerous of photos. Check them out at facebook! They started bullying me. U know, once u capsize right, so hard to climb back again. Fun, indeed VERY FUN! Shall go again.
Had sun burned. =) After 3 hr on the water, we had a quick bath. Went to DOWNTOWNEAST and had lunch. It like student price with free flow of ice cream n drinks. Good recommendation from ian. Eat + drink until so full. And we headed to arcade. So, we went pass the bumper car!! U got to try it if u walk pass there! Is seriously Fun. Is like circle in shape and got 2 controller. The impact is really HUGE. And it spin around it u never control it. This makes me really feels like vomitting. cool. =) Den , we went to arcade. Haha. I think each of us spent around 10 dollar. And exchange a kite + pen for ah hao. =) So cool + tiring day!
Next outing might be fishing ( i always wanted to try out), fly kite. *never miss any because is super fun!
They actually going out this sat. But got ah hua birthday. They intend to go to ian work place ( ian will be the chief)! After that they will be going to somewhere lor. tsk. LOL! so funny. Is boon seng idea but he say wen idea. guys arh...... -___-
suppose to do shoe today but never make it home early. So, tml helping my sis half day. Hong is coming out on sat. =(
poor boy. He is still sick. =( Faster recovered and then we can go somewhere fun!!!
heheh
shiwei sis is having off days next week.
* seems like my days are getting more interesting.
and...
I'm red now.
got to do my shoe now.
anyway, my sis frien help me book CHALET loh!!!! yeah. thanks so much! seriously. Thanks!!!!!!!
sign off at 1.15am =(

I jus couldnt play well

2010-07-27T09:24:00.002-07:00

my god.
Ting how can forget how to play the basic even though u stop playing for 2 month plus.. I cant believe I am that lousy alright.
never! argh. My hand got stiff and .. I jus get stuck notes by notes.
Will be kinda busy for this week. last minute again.argh.
Yes, my sis is right. Although people say that " u can slowly do it" but I cant drag it for months right. So, I am sorry to drag it so long .
That will add in 2 more shoes .
Sry arfah.=( Because i need to get right in the mood to draw sth. If not it will turn out ugly.
Tml is wed .
Happy Birthday to ah hao ge! =) Going Kaya-king tml with them. Sadly, ah la couldnt make it because her sis had the same birthday as ah hao.
They are meeting at 1030am. But I need to send her to sch at 11.20pm. Hope I able to make it on time. =)
Kaya-King leh. ;p excited. Just hope that I will not get myself lost at bedok area.
Shall start doing everything tml. (shoes, ah hua decoration)
wed-> cloud shoe, melody shoe, elephant shoe, ah hua card.
Thurs-> helping out the shop.
Friday-> ribbon shoe , vintage cherry,ah hua card.
sat-> ah hua birthday!
monday-> ribbon shoe , arfah shoe.
everything gonna shift back again. My dad wanted to have supper this weekend, i think gonna shift again. lolx.
sometimes, i felt that everyone is drifting away . =(
i dunno why do i still feel hurt.
i dunno why is it so.
i jus cant put on a mask on my face.
but i can tell you that ..
i miss the friendship we had once before.
hope my birthday can come slowly.
because friends are shifting away from me.
i will end up alone at the chalet.
*my da jie helping me to book chalet. Thx =)
*Shd get started with invitation cards soon!
*Shall post photos but my connection is super super slow!
*I jus hope we could go back to once we are before. =(

I am too shame to call again.

2010-07-26T09:33:00.000-07:00

I'm back again.
Yeah. monday night is over.
Almost late for lesson.
Asked the counter for which studio. In the end she told me that my lesson starts at 1.45pm which is not what i told last last week. So, i asked again. N i walked in. Wow, the class room is so small. Is really 1 to 1 type. A room have only 1 piano and 1 table with a chair.
She asked me whether i want to take exam for grade 2 or not.
but i told her i was not ready for it.
so, in this 90 min lesson, i learn theory , sight -seeing (which i was not taught by earlier teacher), singing(not taught). OMG. S I N G I N G ! no joke. -.- when she say i need to sing....
i cant choose not to but sing. LOL!
so , i sang.
harder than i expect. But i think i understand more detailed. Teaching wise is very different. Time really pass so fast that she over 5 mins. ok, i also learn how to play better ( i mean fingering which i was not taught earlier on also) . what am i doing in the past 2 year?
I mus really tighten my seat belt and move on quick. I dun wan to repeat the basic again. shall practice like every day! hahahah. kidding la.
For shoes order I had postponed. Because I had no time to finish it. 2 person came and collect their shoes today. LOL! still left 4 orders. Got to lauched new design.
How? shd i call back my old supplier? Is running low. =( godddddd..
and baby can use internet everynight already. so cool right. HEHe.
=) oh ya. so funny. I forget to mention that ..........
we went to mustafa and measure our weight!!! This time, hong never lose any weight!!! lols, instead i was the one that lose weight(( i think due to stress) LOL! He complained that the weighting machine is spoiled.
=XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

2010-07-25T20:38:00.000-07:00

weather was cold, remind me days in SZ( the very first trip) whereby almost everyday is cold. Reminds me of days 6 of us trembling under the temperature of 15 -20 degree. Reminds me the the day when the guys quarrel. LOL! reminds me of many things that 6 of us had done.

=) work stuff, before work and after work, HK trip and so on. ;p might be going back 2 years later. After the guys had finish their army. Although the last trip wasn't very safety as in get cheated by taxi (x3 the price= 60 sing dollar ) just to get from one area to another, ah chai lost her money ( abt sing 500) and me( bag being cut open). But, just within this 2 years so many things had change.

okok, i shall stop talking about it. hehe

Sat-> went shopping with hong. hehehe. After that wanted to go SAKURA at Somerset but they change location so he called his cousin to ask about it. While waiting, we walk around and found that SAKURA had change location to carnhill rd.So guys, is at Hereen there. Keep walking up wards and u could find it. =) Eat until bloated and ... happy. heheh. Went to mostafa to find the gun tagger but cant find. hais.

My sis is too kind to forgive me.

*calculator spoil

* 2 necklaces spoil

* gun tagger spoil

Just within 1 week!

Hong is not feeling well and he got 1 week MC . But he still need to go back army . because the MC he got is not att C. lolx. Take care man! lol!

Hope this week pass fast.

Currently, got alot orders. Computer clash. sad-ed . Had delayed the draft for one costumer.

-Got to help my sis to look after shop later when she go and get that tagger.

- Had to submit 3 pairs of shoes but i had not even start .

- Had to submit 1 pair today, half done.

-And had piano lesson later. Very excited/ anxious/scared. LOL! because i lost the receipt and i dunno which room.

I told u I am STM. hais

Hope tonight can pass faster.

cold...br....

it 12.10pm now, I'm not going to be late for lesson!!

seeya tonight!

Money.......

2010-07-22T21:06:00.000-07:00

How would i know that u cant put a magnet on ur laptop( i mean ur keypad ). And the screen just went black out. Currently using my mummy lappy. sad-ed.
hais.
why would my life be so troublesome and so many troubles one after another?
why am i so dumb?
why is magnet so dangerous?
That magnet cost my lappy dead.
My 3 golden years using my lappy which i treasure so much.................... is dead due to magnet.
suan le la.
very sad.
my mummy ask me go repair.....
which cost money .
although she said she will paid for me.
but i think... is not worth it.
so mummy, lent me ur lappy ok. hahahhaha
Was on the way to work, and there is this bus driver. He very funny n friendly. Indeed , he cheer me up and made me laugh for few second. He greet people when they board the bus. He would ask people to sit down first and stand only when reach bus stop . He speak in multi languages. =)
Was early for work today. Hope my da jie will come later in the evening. YEAH!
Violet dear is taking her driving exam now (shd be). Good luck dear! Can accompanied me there next time? hehehehehhe sorry arh. And, this evening outing, i dun think i able to go also. sorry.
** Feel like going toilet now.. oh mann... but opposite haven come yet........... ;(
** I forget to make a POSB atm card ( money again) lolx. I think I shd seriously find a job. If not next time u will see me in shattered clothes.

CLOUD , HUAT HUAT HUAT AH!

2010-07-22T00:20:00.000-07:00

omg....
one of the worker came in to give out the bugis flyer. And my sis shop was advertised on the paper. Happy of course. Then, at the very corner. I saw my face. -_____-
super what the hell. Although is printed in black n white, but still there is my face.
I remember clearly when this photo was taken. It was when I told the guy that photography is not allow. But he told me that his company asked him to take. After that, he went shop after shop to snap photo. -_-
Then, HH called me " mei mei, mei mei. " I looked over and I saw her pointing at the flyer. I quickly turn back n hide in the fitting room. I knew what she going to say. So, I shall stay in the shop and not going out often.

please let today be a good day. Time pass so fast that... is going to 4 pm already.
Hope my dajie is coming back today. So that I could go driving centre with sotong dear.
Please.

Hate bugs. Stop biting me.

2010-07-21T10:33:00.000-07:00

I hate Bugs.
I got one on bus. When I got sudden itch at my leg. -_-
now i got it on my leg and face.
omg. please dun swell.
and go away.
I love thurs
I love today
er jie came and I love her. She bought me LongJohn n Sushi.
She accompanied me.
N can u imagine that I was way busy from 7 to closing?
N we closed shop at 11pm.
N i got another bite on my finger.
=(
Tml is THurs.
I guess i will be alone again.
no more delaying of drawing shoe.
N there this song, so nice. I hope i could play like them.
shall upload the song next time.
night night.
Friday is coming . Y E A H

Huat ah! It wed today!

2010-07-20T10:12:00.000-07:00

ok, that me.
I thought tomato will made me full... I was wrong. LOL! went home and had 5 suan gui and 10 mushroom. heheh. alot hor. because new packet and i lazy to find another container to fit. LOL!
This shoe ended up on my own feet. Because I wrote the name wrongly. -__- siannnnnnn
is suppose to be.. CHARIS -_____-
hais. This made my day super sian. Wed, how i wish someone could take over me for one day. I cant work for long la. Yesterday was so bored that i on the verge on being crazy and almost.. cried. I called er jie and sis frie's sis(raycheal) whether they could drop by... in the end, i went back alone. I forget to clear up the bin and i believe that the rats had enjoyed their one night stay at there. Because got water and food in the bin. -_-
Today er jie will be coming down. Yeah!!! and HH had went missing two days. I think she will come back later........
sian.

Today Cloud will be a good day!

2010-07-19T23:57:00.000-07:00

Us. =D

LOL! He must eat the ice cream in a mouth. LOL!

Ian bought us gift when he is at japan . =)

left to right: yew,wen, hao, shilah, me and boon

yummy

omg. im so bored.

Hope today will be a good day + good sales.

U know, is sunny day and is a hungry day.

Feeling really hungry.

How i wish baby is here. hehehehhehe

How i wish my sis is back from oversea.

How i wish bugis is crowded.

How i wish....... to close shop now.

Yesterday sales was ok. But i think very little people lor!

By 10pm, everyone closing and by 10.15pm, i was the last to close at the whole lane....

I was busying playing games.

Today sales is gonna be good la.

Ok, i made up my mind about which chalet already.

Booking it this friday.

Yeah. My mum agree to allowing me to use my POSB money. hahha. Because i keep on complaining no money.

But she dunno that I'm planning to use it for my birthday ( eg. chalet , catering) blahhhhhh.

Actually, i dunno why i need a kitchen and 2 bed room.

I dunno isit right to book that chalet.

I dunno who is coming.

I understand the disappointment felt when friends didnt turn up.

so....................................

I will be coming to who ever friend's birthday if i can make it. =)

2010-07-19T06:40:00.000-07:00

http://www.miniclip.com/games/candy-and-clyde/en/candy_and_clyde.swf
hahha. Try this game. Fun and interesting.

keep me accompanied for few hr.

Start counting down.

yeah. Monday is over.

Left with Tues Wed Thurs Fri!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ting, just 4 more day.

=( i spoiled my sis's gun tagger.

what's wrong with me.

keep spoiling things.

hais.

she's going to kill me.

2010-07-18T22:30:00.000-07:00

ok, tell you how sweet is baby.
although he is making me really mad about his losing weight.

This is for the things that we are going to do for the day ok!
1) wait by your side when you work
2) buy water and food for you when you are hungry
3) help you with anything you needed
4) disturb you when you are bored
5) use your com and dont let you use it!!! hahaha ^^
6) before going back home buy you dinner if not you will not eat de
7) go little india buy stuff
8) go prawning if you still have time lol^^
Dont think i don know what you are thinking now ho.
Saw the prawning word very happy right?
lol next week don have le ho haha no more money to prawn every week ok
i will get broke de ho
ok?

baby stop eating so much le ho
haha
i am going slimer le ho hahaha soon i will reach 63 kg haha but i think i will die first lol maybe should stop at 70 ba haha
-_________________________________-
ehehe. He type this on our blog when I was busy at work on Saturday.
and.. this week pass so fast that both of us dun have time for each other.
and... i forget to help him book appointment for his teeth .heheh
and... i forget to ask him help me book chalet.
i hope this week would be a better week.
shall update the birthday celebration tomorrow. Forget to bring cable so cant post photos here. =p
Hope he is doing well in camp. =)
worried for him la. He is way to kind to his friends la. He bring radio and dum bell which weight like elephant. And he told me that he nearly twisted his back.
let's say this..
Hope CLOUDS is having good sales from today on wards. hahahha
Thanks.
hope it helps.
;P

2010-07-17T05:43:00.000-07:00

ok,it saturday.
working now.
one more hr .
just one more hr.
den i can close shop.
hm.
sales......
B
A
D
.
dunno wad to say. opposite is like super
G
O
O
D
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came over and change 50 dollar notes
T
W
I
C
E
.
and....
I'm catching flies.
maneguin fell and hit someone.
flower drop
and
HH came over said " haha.. very funny hor just now he flower drop"
i show her this face -_- with " very funny meh?"
tomorrow sis's frien's sis coming over to help out. She's not dropping by today. So, got to prepare those notes to tell her where the stock, which one cannot sell... bla bla......
Tomorrow going out to celebrate the brother's birthday!
Not very sure about the present. Hopefully Wen did email me about it. checking it later.
hm,
nth else.
just..................
hates guys disagree her gf to buy sth that makes her wear pretty. sux.

2010-07-15T05:45:00.000-07:00

bad bad bad.
I drop my sister 's necklaces and it broke. And, I haven tell her yet.
I know she will say " Nvm lah but I still feel....... money flew to the bin"
=(
Now is 9pm loh.
hong baby will be calling in any minute from now. hehehe...
Today helped my sis with her shop. Time kinda pass.
YEAH!! Tomoorow is FRIDAY! so happy can!
Is like.. Yesterday is super slow.
happy happy happy.
Ok, shall plan everything out. So that I can keep in time.
Tomorrow I shall cook soup for hong. Before that I shall go home and do hsework.
Saturday will be at shop looking after the shop.
Sunday will be out to celebrate WW and WH . OMG!!!! Haven get present for WH! tsk.
hm....
what should i buy. Shall get it tomorrow but I'm broke la.
Tomorrow I must come down shop awhile too. Wow. kinda rush arh.
so is.. cook soup first den rush home den go bugis and den get present. hm.. good idea right!
den... MEET HONG. ahahhahaha..
he still very sick. poor thing leh. =(
I shall settle my birthday chalet this week.

i seriously need help.
but no one could give me an answer.
very disappointed.

2010-07-14T08:53:00.000-07:00

ok, hm.

Today morning was bad.

There goes my supplier.

Hais.

now i got to find another. =( please help!

Went to Ps to register for the Yamaha piano

WOW! so many rules&regulation

so strict.......

Hope I could have a better attitude towards it.

ok, tell u about it.

- First, you must stay with the teacher for 2 months before u can quit.

- One month notice if you want to quit

- If you want to take a break, pay one month inorder to keep ur place.

- If not you got to pay $20 plus for register again

- Book & material not given/provided

- No replacement/ Mc / excuse of not being able to come for lesson

- There is public & school holiday which also mean that Yamaha will not be open too

- Late school fee paid addition $5 each day

okay, wanted to start at Aug 2. But, they recommend me to start earlier. Like, next monday! 26 of July. So, Every monday I got to attend lesson. My teacher is a lady and she's from japan and able to speak english. Theory is included.

Ok, total cost was quite a disaster for me as I do not really have that sum currently with me. So , I borrow from hong. So broke la. =;(

Total cost : $330 for 1.5 months = 6 lesson. 100 deposite and 20 + for register fee.

Kinda excited.
My first lesson will consist of 2 lesson because I only can make it that only day on that month.

so, is like.... nervous. Hope it goes well.

I think it will be better because the teacher wont walk here and there. Can pay full attention to me.

Lastly, I hoped that the teacher is patience to teach me. hehehe. Because ... I'm a slow learner.

oh ya, and... i start from the start although i was in grade 2 liao. =( Hope she could allow me to learn grade 2 stuff when i only paid grade 1 stuff. Do u think so? Will she be great?

so, which also mean that my birthday which falls on Monday , i got to go piano too. Will she buy me a present! ahahhaha. kidding la. Because I remembered that my tution teacher in the past always get me birthday present .. and...... is from a guy! hehehhehehehe. If not wrong, he is a policeman that time. ops. =x

side track..

I hate being SHY.

Words stuck in my throat and tiny voice. OMG. I know , i made a bad impression.

=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

lastly, although hong allow me to use his money first but i still feel very bad.

Will return him next week when i got my allowance . =(

just two more days.......

where shall i go?

-prawning

- night movie

-arcade

- prata.

hehhehehhehehe

stupid hong, he told me that he is losing weight again. Each week he will lost 2.5 kg. And, from 83 kg . Now he is........................................................................ 72.5(based on last week)

miss him so much.
he say he miss me so so only because he always forget to put "much" behind. BAD HOR
ehehe.
bring her to school tomorrow at 7 .30am. so chao chao.

Night baby.
hehehhehehehehe

2010-07-13T10:44:00.000-07:00

seems like i'm wearing red right.......

Today is Tuesday Night. Went Ps with er jie.

She accompany me to yamaha. Not bad. Might consider taking up the course. Forget to tell shiwei sis about that. Will let her know tml morning.

hm, Still thinking of which chalet is better? Any suggestion?

Not very happy today.

hao ren hen nang dan hope u understand .

Help him write order he say... " only 3 item , so hard to remember meh!" DAMN!

" what the Hell" How would I know those F. things. It really makes me irritated.

" I 'm not like selling beer or sth. " DAMN IT.

Spoiled my night.

Spoiled my mood.

makes me feel like..... HAIS.

So, sometimes is best to lock myself up in the room.

='(

I feel like going tekong now.... swim there and look for hong!

because I'm feeling really sad........

suan le.

Every weekend, I will always cried to hong , telling him how bad my week could be.

Still left 3 days. hehehe

wed thurs fri

yeahhhhH!!

Looking forward to it.

But not sat. Because I got to work 7 days after that. =(

ok, shall post a post that day when hong went army. =)

2010-07-12T09:59:00.001-07:00

Today is mine happy day.
WHY?
-Found my dad camera!!!!!!( lost for 1 month)
- Found my nano charger (lost for years)
-Found my HappySelf ( lost since last week)
so happy can.
so i draw my fav character tinkerbell! hahahhaha.
New design. Add me at facebook -> mydiyshoesrack@hotmail.com

=( now i shd mention the sad part........
- my sis link me the poor dog by SPCA.
so sad la. no wonder my sis always cried when mention. It really abusing la.
Please friends, it required 3 K to help to send them to vet.
Is not like, i 'm asking u to donate 3 k , any amount will do. 10 ? 5?
Anyway, Hong n I will be donating $50 per person. Because we know that we cant yang them , so use this money to cure them first. =(
Animals have feeling too

They have pain/sadness/ ill. = humans.

hais...
hong call me at 9pm sharp. Was helping out my sis at shop. So was busy serving. Cant talk to him because he had light out at 9.30 (so early)
I think it must be a busy n tiring day for him.
Tommorrow going to Ps to check out piano course. Hope it cheaper and it include theory.
Had not been playing almost 2 months.
And,
I am suffering STM.
=(

2010-07-11T20:30:00.000-07:00

Felt bored. Hais. Today is monday already. I missed my primary school times. =( I miss my secondary school times. I miss doing homework. =( 4 more days. =) Goin to draw shoe le. Hm, had stop drawing for few weeks already. One request for angel draft. But i haven even draw / send her. I dun think I'm going to. I know angel is easy. =( i jus feel........ souless.
Shall draw the barbie shoe because she paid deposite already. =( Helping my sis with closing later. Hope time pass fast

Okay, hong n I loved playing this. hahah. Is the first time of playing. Kinda fun and spent..... $17 =( hehehhe. =) so fun. so many people is playing . Even aunties uncle also playing.

2010-07-11T10:25:00.000-07:00

Finally came after I asked the waitress who I ordered from her earlier on. services really sux. They said that this was already serve and den..... one of them said... " aiya, make another one for them lor " in chinese. It seems that we had eaten the food+ plate + utensil. IT SUX

heheheh

So, I waited with him. Because we had waited at least 20mins and it not here yet. And hong came eat because he only can smell. hahahah

Hong is super hungry yet his order not yet came

So delicious/yummy!!!! LOVE IT!

mine came first .

Us. Waiting for our order. hehe

2010-07-10T11:06:00.000-07:00

saw the dent at the tooth ? Is actually cracked because the Dr use too much strength to pull it out.

ok, Went to dental today. I was totally clueless of what the dentist will do to my tooth. But i know that my tooth will be plucked out. The dentist told me that "This is a hard task." I was like -__- Then, i realised that ... many needle was injected. I think at least 10 numb injection.. -_-

my tears keep flowing down. Dr . keep asking me to open my mouth and told me that my lower gum was badly bitten by the upper growing widom tooth.

Even the nurse or helper there help me open my mouth because is damn damn painful.

The worst moment came..

Dr was trying to pull out my teeth.-.-

so pain la.

But, overall, i think is really not bad. I dun really know when the tooth was plucked out because it was pain during the whole duration. =) recommend u to go . Is good . =)

So happy although is really hurt.

I can finally eat FOOD happily/chew it instead of swallow it down.

These few days i had swallow alot thing. eg. Rice, fishball , scallop, mee hun, maggie. =)

now , i can earn eat MACWING !!! hahahhahahahha

so happy. AND, i even ate my fav... JAP FOOD!!!

2010-07-09T09:43:00.000-07:00

hais.
I made a confirmation that ...
I THREW MY CAMERA AWAY . =(
search everywhere also dun have. heart broken.
I told my daddy about that already.
and I felt super bad.
Because that the first camera that we (3 daughter) bought for him for his Japan trip this year Feb. Imagine after tat , he didnt use it anymore.
It is so SOOOOOOOOOOOOO new.
What a bad daughter i am.
hais.
so, i made a decision.
To either give him the new camera
Or
To buy back the same camera for him.
Maybe on my birthday , i ask my friends to buy so that i can return my daddy .
so bad lor.
hais.
This is the 2nd camera i lost.
The first is at car park.
I placed it on my lap and i forgot about it and i stood up when reach car park. And it was dark and ... I DUNNO.
until few days later den i realised.... it lost. =(
Just threw my cabinet (cloth material) away and 2 pack of big rubbish and 2 pack of shoes.
u know... i scare of throwing things now....
I even double check it. =(
** If i know someone stole it that PERSON will be in deep trouble.
=(
I felt so sorry.
hais.
To conclude. I am a bad daughter.

2010-07-08T23:14:00.000-07:00

hais.
guess where am i now?
WORKING NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-________-
hais.
HAISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

2010-07-08T20:50:00.000-07:00

ok, hong will be back this afternoon. He said he going to bring me go dentist. But i bet that the dental clinic will be close by the time he reach home . So, i shall push it to Saturday.
SO MANY THINGS UNDONE.
- camera is still MIA
- cooking soup for hong ?
-Going library to return the game CD borrow by her -__-
-Going Popular to get PSLE books for her -___-
* all by today.
One of my bone is not right. How i wish ah chai help me CRACK it with her super leg. So uncomfortable.
Had been browsing the chalet for my coming 21st birthday.
where shd i book. everything seems so simple leh. And i dun have any master card leh. How to book sia. How i wish everything is done by someone. * hehehhehehe HINT. hahah. no la. so ex la. **where to apply master card??
k la. I shall go look for my dad 's missing camera.
hope it still hiding in my room. *sigh.

2010-07-06T22:02:00.000-07:00

is my wisdom tooth that made my gum hurts. And it sore inside like a small pimples.
Going to visit a dentise soon. This weekend i think. I want to go somewhere far far with hong leh. The furthest is Pula Ubin? Sentosa too boring i think. Go Pula Ubin cycle . Want to try out fishing leh. =( But i think so many thing clashed. Maybe will teach them in the morning so that afternoon can head towards pula ubin. But it very far far away leh. Go home also tired. *aiya, so troublesome.
Or shd i bring him to eat?
He always eat what i cook.
I think he will be bored about my cooking ba. hehexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Yesterday he never call me.
I think he must be super busy with his stuff .
nvm, shall ask him when he call today. Hope everything goes well for him n friends in army.
jiayou ba!

2010-07-06T08:58:00.000-07:00

Me and bear =) =D =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

soup 2. ABC soup. heheheh. This is what i pack for my da jie. sorry arh, Seem very little. =((( i thought got alot. next time i cook again.

Dun dare to chop the chicken myself. So, i bought the already chop although is not very fresh i think. Dun dare to touch. My first time touching raw chicken. -___-

cook soup 1. Ginseng chicken corn soup.=)
Ginseng is good for health because it help to circulate the blood and lower high blood pressure,help to have better memory and more. =D

whose that??!!

us. hehehe. On the way to his camp.

This is hong.

hong with the SHINY-EYE prawn

He made this ! hehehee

Starting.

Love prawning so much.

bcos, i enjoy catching.=D

going agian this weekend if i able to find the camera.

It sux la. couldnt find it. so irritating.

2010-07-05T10:48:00.000-07:00

OMG damn damn DAMN.
I hate to pack my stuff and lost sth and cant find it. I know where i put it. But after the packing, i forget the new place where i had placed it.
damn damn damn.
i cant find my dad's camera. And my piano books.
DAMN IT.
what if i accidentally thrown it away.
DAMN!.
i just thrown 4 big pack of cloths in the middle of night.
continue to search tomorrow.
**please come out, I'm begging u.

2010-07-04T09:00:00.000-07:00

juz type a long post but due to the irritating connection and it....appear uploading in error and the whole post jus gone.
currently, i felt very sad and.... SAD
hong went to camp already= no one listen to my nagging.
Didnt really do what is plan to be done.
Piano teacher is not yet found.
But went prawning on sat night.
Sat afternoon went to AH HUA & QMOR POP.
heheh. Very interesting leh.
Hong say they had walk from mid-night to afternoon around 24km!!!!!!!!!!
isit true?
Somehow, I wish I could be a guy.
army seem so fun and tiring.
it could help me get away with all these depression.
=((((((((((((((((((((((((
hais.
no one understand me.
or
I understand none of them.
Somehow, I felt that my life is really.......... so dull.
I only went out when hong is out.
other than that, i dunno where i shd go.
other than work, i will be at home
went prawning yesterday.
All along, hong doesn't like to eat prawn that are breed.
He say got mud smell.
so, yesterday we caught 14 prawns.
At first , 3 prawn within 15 mins. But slowly... so quiet. I bet the prawns is falling asleep like hong.
=((((((
Dunno why frien / bf went prawning with me will fall asleep one. =(
So, I ate 2 and pack the rest .
Oh ya, my slipper broke. So, I repair it while hong is BBQ-ing the prawns.
He wanted to exchange slipper with me but i dun wan. So touch hor. =)
So happy that the slipper can be repair. LOL! but still broke la. Lucky only.
So, after BBQ + repair of slipper, we went to took cab to shiwei's hse to pass her the prawn and den we chat under the moon with my broken slipper dragging along the way.
=) simple but still very happy because he listen to all my nags.
hehehehhehee
tml is youth day and they are having sch holiday for 1 day. So , i will be going home to cook dinner. ehehehe. and hm.. do hse work. =) That will be my monday.
=D
some how i wish i could be like a prawn. Being cook and eat and disappear and reborn.
* how i wish my life will be more colourful during the week days.

2010-06-30T19:56:00.000-07:00

thurs-> yeah. 2 more days. The gan-na-gu-ni man jus came and i donated 2 super big bags of books. That consist of secondary and poly lor. I throw almost all poly stuff aways and left slightly more secondary stuff with me. And the uncle gave me $1. Well, i dun expect to donate to gan-na-gu-ni because what will they do with it huh? Inside got alot notes and still my precious notes. * heartach.
sis's idea that I shd actually sell it to him den going to farrer park to recycle.
whatsoever.
Already gave and... is gone now. My teeth hurts so much this morning. I kinda suspect is hand-foot disease? But there nth on my hand la. *maybe I'm thinking so much. My i can feel that my tongue at the back is hurt. OMG, another ulcer? *please not............
my mum actually took some cooling gel for my mouth. It hurt when apply but numb my tongue after awhile . Not bad la. =) Thanks mum.
My mum was always great and expert in medicine thingy. She was a nurse in the past. =)

2010-06-30T10:00:00.000-07:00

oh man. There is an ulcer right inside my mouth that makes me unable to open my mouth to eat / chew food. So pain , that I eat food in pain. =((((((((((((( so much problem coming up. I think I am super heaty now. Currently having sore throat. Please be a simple sore throat. I hate sore throat that feel painful when saliva is swallow. I can sense that painful now. =(
so happy that my sis is back. She had lots of cute stuff. She's going HK again. =) so good hor....
whenever she goes oversea, I got to look after the shop again lor.....
I prefer working with my sis.
because, I can go toilet when I feel like. I can buy food whenever I feel hungry. I can even go walk around. cool right!!!
If work alone, I got to pack my dinner with lunch. I got to control my urine. LOL!. For example,today, I went to toilet.So, I thought that maybe the opposite will help to look after the shop. After a long wait at the toilet , I saw a familar faces walking pass me. In my mind, I was like " OMG! Both shop are not being look after". So , I hurried back. And I realised that something was being moved. Then.......... I SAW MY SIS.........
hahaha.
I bought a ring and a pouch from her. Is super SUPER cute. Stock running low. Excited to see what she has for clothes. =D
I'm feeling hungry now.....
Please dun fall sick because I'm going to have alot fun every week end.
heheh. 2 more day. Y E A H
Time really pass so fast lor...
*I hope that he could accompany me go bugis arcade play.
*Get me a piano teacher before I forget how to play. It has been 3 weeks since i played. OMG
*hm, teach my cousin.
*Go prawning
*Eat Sakura. -> OMG!!!!

and now u know why am I so so SO unable to slim down. hehehehe

2010-06-29T00:31:00.000-07:00

Connection here is so much faster than at home. hm, but i dun understand why i cant upload the photos into facebook. Took some pic that i said the previous post.

nice ma? The duck is the bear's frien. hope you know what i mean. so nice right. I shall sell decorated candle nxt time. ;P

soboring. upload so slow. .. .. ... ... ..

4 more days.

I'm counting down. hehe ;P

2010-06-28T09:21:00.001-07:00

Woke up with slightly feverish and headach. Never send her to school. =(
went work very late. And today was super quiet. So quiet that i FALL ASLEEP.
so quiet that... i try to keep myself awake by playing with the candle. Start cutting small piece of paper and throw inside the burning candle. decorate the candle wax.
super quiet. -.-
Went to arcade alone. hehex. wanted to play the game but they are closing soon i think. I cant change money. So i went home instead. omg. hong is losing alot weight....... sian. later became 1 fat 1 thin. original is 2 fatty couple. Got to feed him with fats every week end. heeeheheehehe
going to sleep soon.
night =)

=)

2010-06-27T10:18:00.000-07:00

very happy that qi was very beaming with smiles jus now. All the hard work is worth. Yeah. we finally finish it last night. job can be done faster at first. jus that i forget to bring this n that. =( N now my room is mess- up with papers.Got to clear it on thurs or fri.
Tml sch will reopen and also mean that my little allowance will start to grow again. Got to bring her to sch can earn me like 20? ha. but i jus hope that i could have more freedom. more understanding. =( I know la, i shd be the one that understand my mum.
Hong book in today. Cant send him there =( but it ok la. =) Jus hope that he will have lots of fun there. He said , he will be having ice cream on every tues. so good hor. good life. But , tiring.
=) jiayou heheh.
I cant accompany him again next week because is late mother day celebration. =( hais. seem like my week end is getting busier ...
TELL U STH....
hong look so charming with his army uniform on. hehehehehehehhehehehehe

2010-06-25T16:00:00.000-07:00

4 more hr to work. shd i catch a short nap but i know i will overslept. left a few thing but not yet complete. tomorrow is sat. yeah hong is coming back. hehehe. jus nice i need him to help me cut. hope he can stay longer. He had to go back at 6 plus. so troublesome.

2010-06-24T12:41:00.000-07:00

i just know that i was feeling blank.
i cant finish what i suppose to do
i jus hope that i could have enough time
and..
i shd do it earlier.
Hate being last minutes.
because thing get ugly when im feeling tired.
but i cant sleep because this is my only time .
and my only time to talk to u.
='( something happen today which I dunno why.
manage to find out why but it jus a small prob and i dunno what the big deal about.
it getting confuse and confuse.
i think it time for me to stay a distance.
do u think so?
awaiting for sat to come.
so that i can know am i right or wrong
who's the petty ones? i bet it u.

2010-06-24T03:09:00.001-07:00

i bet i had never been so sad .
i shall be the bad woman.which i always did la.
=-(
baby, i jus hope u 're here now.

2010-06-23T10:45:00.000-07:00

please guide me to where it should be.
It's hard making decision and end up regretting.
my dad nagging about my future.
shd i register for SIM?
or shd i go for MOE english test so that if i manage to pass that test and I will be a teacher next time?
or shd i just help out my sis (dun think so)
or shd i just get a job first ( i wanted to but i cant)
=( so much restriction.
sometimes, i really wanted to get a job because i'm really broke.
I cant really decide and letting myself to quit piano. =(
hais.
Please tell me that what I made is correct although i know that I shd not be doing this.
Some random thought that I shd complete my swimming course .
Since I had nothing better to do.

I really need directions and need to solve lots of restriction.
headach*
Think I'm getting sick soon.
Today went to alot places.
Left home at 2pm. It was raining cats and dog. Went to Bugis to get sth. Took train down to city hall wanted to get another thing but it closing down so nth to get. Went back to PS to collect photos and get sth. Dunno why I brought along my laptop which makes it heavier. Then, I went home at 5plus. Penny dear called and told me that she is off from work. Rest at home awhile, and headed out at 6.30pm. Took bus to orchard. And that's what I did today . =)
I understand that my post is super wordy. hehehehe.
I'm testing your patience.
=D

2010-06-16T23:54:00.000-07:00

hello,
same phase again " I dunno who will be reading la, but i dun care lah"
Do not know why have the urge to blog. Maybe is because i very lazy to carry on packing my stuff. Have been packing last night for 4 hrs and this morning from 10.30 am till 2.00pm. And yet, not only 1/2 done. Facing me is you but behind me like...... till i got no space to sit. Hais.
Break till 4 pm den start to shift everything out. Why 4pm leh? Because that the time no one at home. Hahaha. Shift everything out.... and start shifting in again ba. Plan to finish by 6pm so that I could go out with frien. But i dun think I will finish it on time. Might finish one part, another part left to week days ba. Because tomorrow going to IKEA to buy stuff for my room . =(
found alot oldiest photos. some friends came in and go , some friends came in and shit some stain and go. ;P some still shit and remain as best frien now. =)

Tomorrow is FRIDAY, hong is finally back from 2 week stay in camp. Dunno will he became gay not. Because personally i felt that he quite gay. HA HA HA. Hope that he wont be reading this ba.
hm, Qi birthday is coming and I haven started doing her birthday cake.
My mummy will be going HK this sunday but she is not feeling that well . Hope that she will recover really FAST like NOW.
AND YOU! damn YOU.
better dun such a coward. think of it, makes me puke. If you do not have thing better to do, go do something to educate yourself!

2010-04-11T09:19:00.000-07:00

Hi. I'm back again. Some reasons why I came back blogging because i felt that i seldom really type / write english anymore. Therefore, vocabulary are really getting lesser and lesser on my list. So excited that we are going back to SZ to visit our dear friends there. The place holds alot of memories. Remember that night , few days before we came back singapore, they are so welcoming us to their hostel and even cook us dinner. =D I shall show u some of the photos that i really missed.

* upload later

This time , we are going back from 26 April to 3 May. hehe. How excited this could be. However, when we reach there, it will be around 12 am which is the same time as last time. =) Had no ideas of what to bring for them. They always request to see what SINGAPORE looks like. Is it a good idea to bring some photos there for them to see??
I bet this will be the very last visit as they are going back to their home in different "chuan"?? Dunno how to say in english. heheh.

Reminiscing those days in hotel rooms , really regret of not holding more cherish to it. Days whereby 6 of us got to wake up and wait outside the room at 7.15 am. Aftermath, we will walk to the company which took 10 mins walk. Before entering, we will buy some mee to eat . And when clock strike 8am, the music rang, we got to line up according to our different department. And some speech was given by each supervisor. Soon later, we will be dismissed and headed back to work. Work can be boring and fun. Eg. when puting IC in the PCB board. Zx was always the first because he can insert it fast . Next, it will be me. So, we will like flooding the person after us. One thing to take note is that , we got to make sure that the PCB board will not drop if not all effort will be gone. Lunch time will be at 11.30 am to 1pm. And end work at 530pm. =D Some days, i would jog back to hotel with Zy. LOL! Of course i cant win him la. =X miss the nights in HK too. miss the days la. This time, Ben cannot join us. ='(
Hope this will be as fun as BEFORE. =)

K, i shall talk about other thingy. So many friends 21st is coming. Soon, is my turn. =( Shiwei say, next meet up will be married. Think of it, I felt kinda of sad. Time pass so fast that i regret not spenting more time during secondary school. =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( hais. So, now i must really cherish it before it too late.

Today, there some funny secondary student asked to order 20 shoes. SHOCK right. But, we reject because if the shoes are not sold, they will return to us and we got to refund them money. So, is not a earn thingy. Right???

so SOOOO happy i sold 4 pair of shoes. =)

sometimes, I wonder what I really wants.

okay. That all for today. hehehe

2010-01-10T04:45:00.000-08:00

SIS!!! hope you are surprise by this. HEHEH... hm. Wanted to blog on 5n BLOG de. But ur account too full already. Cannot blog there. SO, FASTER CLEAR SOME SPACE for me to put this up kk?? hehhehee.. someone birthday is coming!! DONT FORGET!!

6 MARCH at ALOHO LOYANG !!!

2009-12-18T02:21:00.000-08:00

OH OH HO HO OH OH HO HO!

i'm back.

hehe.. almost lost this blog. Getting a hard times to find back the passwords.

anyway,,,,,,,

I SAW MUMMY KISSING SANTA CLAUSE.. .. ..

CHRISTMAS .. DING DING DING .. DING DING DING..

anyway, had been rushing to finish my project before christmas. Really hope able to finish it.

=:()

den i can enjoy playing.. heheh. so excited about this coming christmas because we are going to ton ton OVERNIGHT in a tent of 12 men size. And is like only 5 of us will be inside.Ha Haha.. if u get pass us on that night or if u saw a big big tent.. it us! hahhaha.. =D

well, my sis(shiwei) is away to malaysia. Take care !! kiss!!

secondly, im going over to my family chalet this week end. going to bring along the lappy so that i am able to do project. really hope everyone did a part. =(((((

counting down the number of dates. U know wad... IT IS GONNA BE OVER REALLY SOON!

I AM SO SUPER TIRED OF THIS FYP THINGY!! one thing troubled me is that... i will be having a test on my spinnovex opening ceremony. =((( i hope Teacher will be kind enough to accept our reason so to postponed the test to another day. =(((((

Do you believe our soul keep changing?

eh , actually i do.

2009-10-09T12:45:00.000-07:00

Hi. I'm back.
Gotten my tiimetable... SUPER SHAG.. omg. can u believe that i will be having 5 hr break every thurs???? I believe that i can travel home and rest for 3 hr . Lately, i have been so SO SO SO stress. Stress about the date to show teacher our project which is not done yet. AND flash is so damn hard. Got to do with coding is the worst thing on earth. argh..

seriously super stress.
i do not know how to pull through it.
=;(

dear, take care. I MISS U .

2009-06-16T22:05:00.000-07:00

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grab it now!

2009-05-28T18:31:00.000-07:00

Yunan's grad day!! LOVES!!!!!!

ah la n ah ting. =*)

2009-05-28T18:29:00.000-07:00

2009-05-28T18:08:00.000-07:00

2009-05-28T17:42:00.000-07:00

Us doing FYP!! lol! my FYP groupmates!! jia u jia u!!

2009-05-28T17:27:00.000-07:00

well, make dumpling few months back. LOL. very long already la.!!!! =D outcome was nice. outcome was too little because i made too little skin. next time mus buy the skin in case not enough. i made too little skin. The rest, bake it and turn into potato something. was nice too. sorry friends, i will pass it to u next time if i have extra. hehehehehehhe.

2009-05-14T09:39:00.000-07:00

dear. All of us waiting for u to be back.

HAVE A SAFE TRIP BACK OK!

hehehehhee.

call me when u reach airport =D

finally 3 months past. Here we meet again. LOL.

miss the time when we were at shengZhen. We went to buy some drinks!Just downstair, near our hostel.

Us with her=D

Ah chai n i ate at the toilet..

Us again.. heheheh

cab back hostel. Crazy night because the wind so strong.!!

last day. TOok photo with the name of ur hostel

oh.. i miss her .

2009-05-12T10:01:00.000-07:00

webcam with penny heng. so long never see her online liao. hm. she's coming back. yeah. guys, make urself free on friday!!! hehehe.. penny coming back n wr going gz on the same night.takecare!so happy to receive a call from wanfatt today. u know wad. he said he want to plan a primary sch outing with huang jiao.!!!! ask me to call frien i am still contacting to. so happy. hehehe. so if friends, u get to see my post, make urself free on next sat!!!! yeah.......

miss u all so much.

HUANG JIAO!!!

2009-05-11T10:26:00.000-07:00

nice hor! i mean the background la!!

i look so oily n sticky.KO!

N this frame which i mention earlier on. The flower is given by cha da jie!! Zhixian help me keep inside his notebook and he bought a frame for me to put this flower in!!

Thanks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i will remember the days!! da jie help me pluck this flower after i told her that it so beautiful and there are many of these on the tree!! And it was drizzling. Cha da jie almost trip n fall. LUCKY she manage to balance herself.. if not i will be guilty!!!!!

kisss!!!
Dunno whether any of them read my blog??????

hais.

deleted QQ because of tons of virus! BEN!!!! UR THUMBDRIVE!! i want QQ!!

2009-05-11T10:15:00.000-07:00

sat outside the convention hall there dunno what to do. waiting for Mr david call. hehehe. discussing fyp too!!=D

so nice n blue

seee!! nice lor. heheheheh both of us dating. so romantic.

GREEN GREEN DAY!!

Back to sch. These photo was taken during the first week of sch reopen. Now is already 4th week . Time pass really fast!!!! 2 more week , there goes my presentation!!!=(

2009-05-11T09:35:00.000-07:00

sorry people. Photos updating.

we went to JACK'S PLACE !!

See this? familiar? hehehe.. shiwei n i got 2 pair of toys during sec. NOW, we have the same cartoon again.!! hehehe. both of us so happy n hyper when comes to this catching game!! hehehehhehehehe.... love u dearrrrr

have some fun at minitoons i think.

qi !!!!

me !!!

violet!! she dun like oyster .hahhahaha.. but the plate was just VERY INFRONT of her.

me! LOL! look kind of silly. so sorry dear. U had to finish 4 of the oyster. LOL. is too raw for me. i dun like the taste. hehehehheheh.. qi dear help to eat one!=)

shiwei dear !! LOL!!

QI dear !!

Only 4 of us? ya lor.! hais. penny still in BJ, ah hua qmor xian got things on!! Fun being out with u all!! shilin dear came later!! hehehehe.. we went orchard . It had been year i went there. I dun go there unless with u guys!!!! is too far for me. LOL!! =D but i enjoy my trip down!=)

2009-05-10T10:43:00.000-07:00

maybe i shd believe that there is no FRIEN as FOREVER.
she used to be my best frien
she used to be like my sister
i dunno why..
everything turn so upside down
maybe i shd let it go?
hais.
i know if i will to meet u again.
i will chat n laugh again like as before.
However, was kind of sad of what happening now.
lost contact?
i tried contact u.
n u always said u not free.
n to u .
it so hurting when u told me sth.
" Dont be too far"
when i only ask u to help me do to my survery n pass it to another to help me due to my last min
maybe.. people do change.
maybe i had been waiting for u to contact me.
but till now , i realised actually i am wrong
is not that u are not free
u never try contacting me.
i believe what i said means nth now
i just miss the times when we guys hangs around.
people asked me whether had i regret on doing that.
NO! i never regret and im so happy knowing u .
i jus hope that i could be more visible to u .
=(

2009-05-07T09:29:00.000-07:00

well,
i know i had not been updating.
And i decided to update now.
HM.. because i got a sudden moment of missing my life in Shen Zhen.
U know, life could be so fun so exciting. 6 of us being together from day till night for 49 days.
Although i had been long to go home but i had really cherish the times , u know.
esp the days...
and playing STRESS cards with ah chai....
and one time i put my luagage key inside my purse and i lock my purse into my luagage bag. Without realising, the key is inside my bag. Which means i cant open my BOTH luagage bag.
clever ah chai thought of using my hair pins. we bent into two and try turning and hoping that the lock can turn open. Tried cutting the zip but does not work. N i tried. N it works. It seem so miracles . Thanks ah chai so much!! i really miss the moments..
and u know wad... Due to my back hurt , she CRACK my BACK. meaning that she used her leg and push my back backwards. Helping to message my back.
Having night talks...
waking up in the morning , and everyone get prepared by 7.35am.
and headed to work .. =) and den there goes the morning bell and we had to stand in a line to hear them speak for about 15 mins. And start with our work.
penny dear is coming back this friday!! =P cherish alright.
never meet u online. i dunno how have u been.....
hope u are very GOOD!
i miss u alot.
n dun forget my gift. hehehehhehehhehehehehhehehehehhehehehehhehehe
3 months seem so fast hor................

2009-04-24T08:34:00.000-07:00

oK. I went out with shilah on tues n today!
went out on tues to vivo to buy gift for joyling. FUN being out with her. Hm.. we ate so much good stuff that day. Lunch was subway and dinner was long john and had ben n jerry icecream. heheheheeeee...

and today.
actually there is no lesson or no need to go sch today. However, there is FYP talk. nth much also la. in the end, went out with shilah at 10am. Went to have breakfast first. Have KFC breakfast. After that headed to GV to see the movie timing. And we watch the shop aholic!
very nice show! very funny!!!!!!
headed to arcade and play alot games.
hehehehhe
we even drive the car. we play basketball too!
fun!!!
shop around ...
and saw FISHBALL with her friends.!=D
was kind of headach that timing. hahah. so whe fishball call me , i was very shock. Because we got to think of our project title . And how much we crack our head.. nth seem to be coming out.
oh ya.
i forget to mention that KOOZHIXIAN help me frame up my flower!! so nice of hiM!!!!!!!!!!
thanks so much!!
and helpin me to register QQ!!
yeah.. i DL QQ liao.
anyway, my china frien jus call me. excited.
today seem to be an excited day.
and i learn something today.
if something is mine, it will returns.
if not i will jus let it go!
hahahhaha

will post the photos soon okok!!!

2009-04-22T09:11:00.000-07:00

qi buy colours paper and fold for pufferfish!!

shopping at daiso

fishball

burger look look like thief hor. but actually is not la. hahhaha..

pufferfish and ah siao

our hands!! pufferfish n rose.

where mushroom dear. we miss u so so so so so so so much

us!! so happy !!! i enjoyed being crazy with them

loves!

now is our turn to present our love towards u, my dear

pufferfish n breadhero!!

pufferfish n bamboo!!

see!! he so shy. LOL!!

pufferfish n qmor!!!LOL

somehow i think he look different . hmm

pufferfish n burger

pufferfish n fishball

pufferfish n sotong!!

i miss her kissing photo. is at shilin side.. lol

pufferfish n ah siao

dunno whose head over there!! humph!
belows are photo want to express for mushroom heng!!

violet showing off the muchi to penny

missing u my dear mushroom heng

sweet smile for u to remember !!!

hehehhee. missing ur ear dear

missing ur greedness!! LOL. jk

hehhehee.. sweet smile for u .!

evil smile for u

missing ur laughter , dear

missing ur kiss!! hehehehhe

buy ben n jerry ice cream and headed up n chat awhile

moOooooOo

yummy!

walking away.. hehehhee

nice !!

present!!! hehehhee

ants!!

bamboo with bamboo

dinner at sushi tei

nice hor. able to make sushi

Q Q!!! lol

here comes sotonG!!!

ah hua was un prepare!!

ah hua with ants!!

went to celebrate puffer fish birthday at vivo! imagine , i had not seen her for years!! hahah. And had not seen my loves for about 1 month going 2 months u know. Was very excited. sorry shilin dear that i was quite late. hehehehhehehehehhehee...

very happy that night!! able to gather back n be crazy as usual , u know.

that is how much i miss u all.!

shiwei dear told me that we will be going hiking when penny dear is back.! yeah!! cant wait.

Shilin dear told me that penny dear was so so so so so stress.!

didnt really meet her only . dear!!!!!

hope u are okay!

jia u jia u jia jia u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 weeks later, u are coming back!!!!!

hehehehehhehehehehehehehehehehheheheheheheheheheheheheh

n dear pufferfish!!!!!

glad to see ur smile again!

dun worry !!!

2009-04-18T11:47:00.000-07:00

is our second time to HK! cab to LOU HOU! i miss those days!!!